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"Americans believe in three freedoms. Freedom of speech; freedom of religion; and the freedom to deny the other two to folks they don`t like.” --Mark Twain
Yesterday I made a pledge to share my feelings,
With many a words and smeared my good name,
In the soaked dirt of shame.
What good is my name when it's stained?
Through herr hurtful words and shacky voice,
I heard great disdain and panick
In my heart I felt a sudden shock of pain.
The little boy inside of me laughed and chuckled with scornful blame.
I jumped a few spaces in between,
Like some silly kid playing hopskotch blindfolded.
Lastly on the phone I heard her say let's discontinue communication.
Moments of my Eternaty lost in complete silence.
My good name lost it's luster and innocence.
And somehow I closed the door too her world,
Before I got 2 know her as a friend,
In the name of "LOVE"
My good name turned cold and sour in the "END"
Peter Littlejohn/ September 17, 2005
A Warrior does not give up on what he loves he finds the love in what he does.
He opened the door
I wasn't expecting him
My heart had been broken
So many times by him
The pain, the sorrows
The promises, long gone
Yet, I let him in once again
Will this be for good
Will he change
Or remain the same
He asked me to marry him today
That's a first
We'll go to Las Vegas LOVE IS STRANGE
Be AKAMAI ~ KOKUA Hawai`i! Philippians 4:13 --- I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
I jumped out on a limb holding on to hope,
Given into chance, win or lose, come what may.
Without a rope to anchor and support me from falling.
Expecting too be carried I closed my eye's, and let the winds take me.
Like the bird I thought I was.
Instead I descended downward quickly and fell.
Smashed into the rocks underneath and now I'm seething.
"What gave me the idea to give into "RISK"?
"Why was I such a fool?" I ask myself frustrated and hurt.
Looking at my beaten hands, aching body and bruised ego.
I cry out and pout till I'm overwhelmed by a tide of emotion.
None of these thoughts will help me to get back up that great mountain.
"How do I begin too even start over?"
I have no strength or desire to go on, feeling prostrated and week.
I crawl into my lonely shell and put back up my insecure walls.
"God are you watching me? Are you there? Do you Exist?" I mutter a prayer.
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I guess not I thought so, silly me.
"GET UP AND TRY IT AGAIN." I hear a voice booming within.
I feel the need to rise surge through me, like a warm hand lifting my soul.
I gather my wits and proceed to face the towering mountain I feared again.
Peter Littlejohn/ Sept 18, 2005
A Warrior does not give up on what he loves he finds the love in what he does.
Heart races
Fear paces
Insanity hides behind the crevices of the soul
Dreariness is patterned
Longing’s everlasting
Cringing beneath the emptiness of the bitter cold
The call of dreams they do hasten
For procrastination does chasten
And their memories are all like melted snow
They leave without trace
But leave poison and disgrace
Until you’re no longer in control
Pitiful are the cries of the young man
The sighs of the old man
The soul of the beggared man, begging just to be able to be
And I watch all of this through my dark brown windows
Stained with deeper brown whimsical crescendos
That leads to the heartache of my soul that longs set them free
June Bloom R. C. I.
Last edited by junebloom; September 27, 2005, 02:29 PM.
A small thought awakens in the dark crevice.
As to whence it came, havent a clue.
Our minds not our own, a channelled gate way opens.
we stand in the power of it's radiance.
Cranks are lubricated wheels begin to turn.
Water fills empty voids, for us to bathe in
We soak in our mind's eye diving in head first,
allowing the currents to whisk us to a place,
No one else but us is invited.
What if this......?
What if that......?
How about if I did this.....?
Will it work.....?
Back to the drawing board.
We experiment in our field,
untill we are satisfied with our selves.
We play with ideas like some kid coloring out of the lines,
Mixing colors that don't rhyme, out of sync and out of time.
Music is made, Stories are imagined, dances are created,
Devices and gadgets are invented
And like the wind; cool and inviting it is gone.
And if not acted upon the moment is lost.
The IDEA becomes stale and stagnant.
We must draw upon it while the ideas are fresh and new
Before it become apart of the crowded attic of our mind waisting space.
Going No WHERE!
Sept 29, 2005
Peter Littlejohn
Last edited by Pedro; September 29, 2005, 03:08 PM.
A Warrior does not give up on what he loves he finds the love in what he does.
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