I don't know how I got to the conclusion, but I think I have depression.
Lately, I have been less and less excited about just going out with family/friends or just by myself (walking around, buying stuff, etc) and tonight, I just talked myself out of going out tomorrow to continue my project or just buy something for myself, just to say home and play computer games, surf the internet, or just be lazy.
I took a few tests, but since none of them would diagnose what I have, I found one that just told me what I selected:
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The problem is, that I don't have medical insurance, as my Dad's plan won't cover me because I'm over 18 and should get a job right now; so if I go to a doctor, I'm afraid of the cost and the treatment if this is real.
I know that I should start looking for help offline, but this is really scary for me, and HawaiiThreads is the only place I can turn to right now.
Lately, I have been less and less excited about just going out with family/friends or just by myself (walking around, buying stuff, etc) and tonight, I just talked myself out of going out tomorrow to continue my project or just buy something for myself, just to say home and play computer games, surf the internet, or just be lazy.
I took a few tests, but since none of them would diagnose what I have, I found one that just told me what I selected:
Source
- Lack of motivation
- Irritability
- Trouble concentrating
- Feelings of isolation, not as involved with
family and friends
- Loss of interest in favorite activities
- Hopelessness
- Feeling worthless or guilty for no reason
- Trouble sleeping
- Irritability
- Trouble concentrating
- Feelings of isolation, not as involved with
family and friends
- Loss of interest in favorite activities
- Hopelessness
- Feeling worthless or guilty for no reason
- Trouble sleeping
I know that I should start looking for help offline, but this is really scary for me, and HawaiiThreads is the only place I can turn to right now.
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